To be continued...

Then she said te amo then she put her hand around me waist, I told her no she cried te amo, I told her I'll never run away, but let me go.

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Is it ridiculous that I miss boyfriend because I haven’t seen or spoken to him since Sunday? I am really going to struggle when I go to uni. He’s 18 tomorrow!

Is it ridiculous that I miss boyfriend because I haven’t seen or spoken to him since Sunday? I am really going to struggle when I go to uni.

He’s 18 tomorrow!

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Unsuccesful.

So I was rejected from ECA, which I’m really not bothered about as I wasn’t really wanting to go there. Just kind of sad that I never even got an interview, but then again it’s understandable when you look at the state of the work I uploaded. Whenever I see anyone elses art stuff I realise I’m really nothing special when it comes to painting and so on, I don’t have any super great ideas, I’m hoping Duncan of Jordanstone will see some potential though :).

On a brighter note I just need three more teams to win and I’ll be £900 richer! FINGERS CROSSED.

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I like my boyfriend.

Nothing’s ever a drama these days, even when somethings wrong we usually end up laughing about it. I love it, I can’t be bothered with the hassle.

& Do you know what, he does smile a lot. I don’t think people know that till they know him, he’s good to snuggle with too cause we’re both getting a bit chubby and our bellys are comfy.

2 years 4 months.
Wow, it’ll be crazy when its 3 years.

I’d quite like a tractor.

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One day I’ll get a really cute photo of me and boyfriend together when we’re both sober. I get really excited to see him, I always feel better when I see him, even if we’re just like in the same sort of area, like at school, it’s just better. It’s starting to get close to that time of year. Both times that something’s happened and we’ve broken up have been around this time of year, last time was the 24th of March and the time before was like around his birthday too which is April. So it’s got into my head that we’ve only got a couple months left, but we’re doing pretty good right now so I should stop thinking about it. He’ll be 18 2 months tomorrow though, which scares me slightly in case he just gets carried away with it. Aw I fancy a chinese, we’ll get one tomorrow for valentines day and it’ll be lovely.

One day I’ll get a really cute photo of me and boyfriend together when we’re both sober. I get really excited to see him, I always feel better when I see him, even if we’re just like in the same sort of area, like at school, it’s just better.

It’s starting to get close to that time of year. Both times that something’s happened and we’ve broken up have been around this time of year, last time was the 24th of March and the time before was like around his birthday too which is April. So it’s got into my head that we’ve only got a couple months left, but we’re doing pretty good right now so I should stop thinking about it.

He’ll be 18 2 months tomorrow though, which scares me slightly in case he just gets carried away with it.

Aw I fancy a chinese, we’ll get one tomorrow for valentines day and it’ll be lovely.

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You know what I love a lot, when I leave boyfriends house and he taps on the window and waves bye bye. This is us when we went out with his family, it was nice, I like them all. And also, I think there’s a hint of a smile on his face. He does actually smile quite a lot you know, but I don’t think anyone ever sees him smile, and I don’t think I have ever managed to get him to smile for a photo, apart from maybe if he’s been laughing and I sneakily catch one. I love his smile.

You know what I love a lot, when I leave boyfriends house and he taps on the window and waves bye bye. This is us when we went out with his family, it was nice, I like them all.

And also, I think there’s a hint of a smile on his face. He does actually smile quite a lot you know, but I don’t think anyone ever sees him smile, and I don’t think I have ever managed to get him to smile for a photo, apart from maybe if he’s been laughing and I sneakily catch one. I love his smile.